Here is a detail of the Virgo Constellation:

ballpoint pen on paper with acrylic

detail of the foal

detail of the mom

I went to see a new non-profit at the end of August, only to discover that the co-owner has a demonic possession – the same illness as the Director of the other non-profit that murdered the 5 horses.

I am pretty melancholy. I have not been able to go visit any other non-profits since our car needs to be serviced and they are a long distance drive from me. I am considering the Rocky Mountain Mustang Refuge in Fairplay, CO https://www.rockymountainmustang.org/ and

https://www.wildhorserefuge.org/
The Wild Horse Sanctuary in Craig, CO. The latter has 30,000 acres and is a big non-profit so it is more likely run by stable people. If there are unhinged people there, it is unlikely that they are running the place. They also have 2 other rescue sanctuaries for wild animals – https://www.wildanimalsanctuary.org/

Because I have been so upset and do not have a home for these paintings, this painting was extremely difficult to do. It dragged on for weeks without me making any changes to it. My process is that I stare at the painting until I know what to do next. I wait and I pray and eventually I get an answer. I finally finished it tonight. I started it late September and I missed the New Moon for the October Painting, which was last week. Oh Well. I have to trust my process that it is all correct for what I am going through.

Not only that, but a former client asked me, in June, to do a psychic fair with her in Loveland, CO in October, an hour’s drive from my house – 2 days – and then, after I had paid a bunch of money and spent about 25 hours on 2 hand-lettered signs, she bailed on me for a job-job.

Good times create weak people. What we have now is weak people who don’t keep their word, who sneak around and take the easy way out, who lie, cheat and steal to get what they perceive to be their way… I am honestly, depressed. But, I am not going to re-neg on my commitments. I am going to finish this project – finish this collection of horse paintings, donating 100% of the proceeds to a non-profit and do the psychic fair by myself, with God, and keep on keepin’ on regardless of what other people are doing and what crazy stuff is going on on the internet.

My point of view of the internet and it’s goings on is that it is a “show” and nothing on it is “real”. My commitment is to Nature and God, and all this depravity is just going to make me dig my heals in deeper to do what is right – even though I feel crappy. My solution is to act my way into right thinking and to prove to myself that it doesn’t matter how I feel emotionally about commitments – I am pausing to feel my feelings so I don’t stuff them, but I am not going to do what I see others are doing and not keep my word. My word is all I have and I am going to continue to set an example of how people use to live and be when society was more free – being honest and doing what I say I am going to do, no matter what.

Background Info:

Here’s the Background Info:
https://intuitiveart.net/wild-mustangs/the-bureau-of-land-management-wild-mustang-roundups-are-an-inhumane-act-of-cruelty/

and description of this project:
https://intuitiveart.net/wild-mustangs/13-mystical-days-365-day-art-challenge-fundraiser/#